Current mood:	tired
Current music:	janet - 'all nite (don't stop)'

i put up a new poster in my room courtesy of vice mag and it's a big deal cuz i never decorate
-yeah so tonight i dragged my gay ass to the ny bloggers event at the soho apple store since i had nothing better to do and i wanted to see what choire sicha looked like in real life. i totally felt like i was back in palo alto or some shit. all these tech-dorks running around everywhere, a handful of nerdy fags checking each other out, a couple of pretty asian girls flitting about, and the occasional geeky dyke voicing her opinion... what in the hell was this, stanford? anyway, this time around everyone had their computers out AND WERE BLOGGING ABOUT THE EVENT WHILE IT WAS FRIGGIN' HAPPENING. like, it was such a meta-news-while-it's-happening-gotta-be-the-first-to-publish-something-about-this-NOW-xxx-plosion or something, yo. like, i swear, like, 10 people had their blogger screens up and ready to go and were just happily typing away. i couldn't really understand what anyone was talking about on any of the panels, so i just spent my time trying to check out all the guys i could recognize from online photos since i'm secretly a giant whore for the blogging world. bluejake? total clean-shaven darling nerdy-poo with glasses aww. kottke? mmm... side burns. choire? squirrelly-cute just as i had imagined (you know me and rodents). but surprise, surprise... the hottest blogger out there? lockhart. dude, photos don't do the guy justice. he's a total hottie, i swear to you. but he's straight, goddamnit. i like how i'm gonna read all his stuff now, though. ::sigh::

-i think i'm sick because yesterday i tried to be sluttyteasebryan in my ass-raping-tight jeans and faggot 'honolulu' tight tee, but it was in fact moist and cloudy and thirty degrees outside or something and i didn't have a jacket or sweater. shit, man... and i hate it when my john frieda beach blonde gel goes to waste.

-work today flew by really fast cuz we're literally expanding as a company, as in we bought the office next door and had the wall torn down between us and everything. i like expansion and growth and stuff except when it comes to my personal life because change is scary and i crave stability.